Pi. در دنیای ناامنی که میخوام من "ادم خوبه باشم" تا بهم حمله ی مستقیم و غیرمستقیم نشه. نمیگم لجباز است. اگر بگویم بی اعتماد میشود و به سیاه تبدیل میشوم. نمیخواهم "ادم بده" بشوم اخر کاری. اگر بگم لجبازه، کمکی بهش میشه؟گفتم تظاهر کاراش میتونه لجبازانه بنظر برسه. واقعا همم همینطوره. ایا خودم رو گول میز...

24 مهر 1402 - 1 بامداداز خواب بیدار شدم. هجوم افکار تکانم داد. به مرحله اولای سایکوز نزدیک شدم:) تصویری از معانی از ذهنم عبور کرد. گریه کردم. جشم ها را باید شست جور دیگر باید دید. خودم را غسل دادم.شایان عزیزم. بینهایت دلم برات تنگ شده. دوستی که از طرف تو امد و کلید دری را باز کرد. عشق، پشت در ، سوغا...

Hello there, my love. the love I never tasted. the love that was so slippery, a lizard love, disappearing every moment. While I wait for the next time it appears.... waiting and yea ing, feeling needy and lonely, and he doesn't like to converse, I'm there with this enourmous weight of thoughts makin...

Tonight, you called my soul... Searching. Anybody awake there? Echo. Anybody awake there?? Several stones fall, and some stones tu into liquid. Someone is waking up! ... a fulminant thunder, and the dormant volcano erupts. Lava everywhere. Would you tolerate the sear? نوشته شده در سه شنبه دهم مرداد ...

I just want to look at himcomopare his behaviour find similaritiesrevive a part of himand crywithout anyone knowing what I'm going throughthis will end too نوشته شده در شنبه شانزدهم مرداد ۱۴۰۰ساعت 22:37 توسط soulless| |Adblock test (Why?)

Now I have his notebook. How to convey words when language is not enough. The little prince as it fits his name, a door that co ects two worlds. I compare them a lot. the degree to which we are allowed to show our emotions at work is hard to set.the depth of his eyes, full of different emotions was ...

I see people in the same clothes for a short time. The wind blows and they go. I observe their every detail, their changes. I want to tap on their arms, let them touch my blooms and tell them it's going to be alright. As I always experience four phases and I know the cold will be switched with warmt...

I miss him, but I guess he doesn't miss me back, don't know what I'm supposed to do so I'm just.... writing. Is this my mind tricking me? why would it? I'd call my mind insane, but it has to know how

Compliments.Guys must have evaluated many compliments to at last reach how to make a great compliment to penetrate your heart, a compliment that makes me visualize this:He lays his hand to my heart, takes it out and bites a piece of it, continues eating the meat till my heart particles travel deep i...

Focusing on the details of multiple tangles gathered in your brain. too much dust on every tangle. more than a heavy snow on a tree branches. Long time accumulation of unorganized raw feelings and thoughts. Chaotic The details that sometimes hide and sometimes radiate particles to get your attention...

"Chills Chills come racing down my spine... like a storm on my skin With shaking hands, I'll giude your sweet soul into mine... until I feel you within" I miss him, We talk, even a bit, And the feeling sediment, the deposition of my feelings for him on my every single cell fly back to air making a s...

" Like memories in cold decay, Transmissions echoing away, ... Will we bu inside the fires of a thousand suns?" No matter how hard I try to hide it .... it will come back at a time of sorrow. Is the

"Drink a cup of emptiness tame the storm, in your head put a lid on your memories, fighting darkness, with hollowness" Mixture of feelings in my head cup, but a certain feeling state ends in a certain memory. Sadness. I avoid reviewing the past. but it entraps me in a co er eventually. I surrender. ...

"May your love never end and if you need a friend there's a seat here alongside me" To say as much as you want to a friend, and you lessen the pressure by increasing the volume the words are floated in. Yet, it's limited. You wouldn't be absolutely honest, if you were, it would be unpleasant to be r...

"and I'll hide from the world behind a broken frame and I'll bu forever I can't face the shame" It's about the eye. the tones of secrets it holds. you open the eye gate and the feelings flood out, but to hide them you need barriers. A moment it's all shown in my eyes and then I close the damn dam. h...

"We must rapidly begin the shift from a "thing-oriented" society to a "person-oriented" society." Nordic Giants- Together together alone A ball of uncertainity and doubt repeating itself in corridor

"Is it still worth fighting Is it still worth begging know how heaven looks like let's try hell it might be right, oh" Abruptly you cut the street in your mind I was walking on and I fall down into a grey valley with accumulating tension. then in maximum tension, I experience the deepest self hypnos...

99 was a middle-aged albino rabbit but he didn't remember his real name, the number tattooed on his left foot was the only thing left of his identity. He used to think it brings him good luck. That's

She was ru ing but she actually was ru ing out of time. She had a deadline, but she was already dead. Another stupid race. She felt someone is stretching the tether around her neck… and felt she was

Last night, heavy atmosphere, tension in the air, I asked mom to come and watch an episode, they were on the couches, and I made the online movie ready to be shoown and went to my room for a moment, t